These are the four paintings I submitted to NYC!  They are the latest in my push for something new. I think this style is a keeper.  It keeps my interest and I can change it around so much!

I am so excited!  I submitted 4 pictures to Contemporary Art Fair last month.  I found out about it not to long prior to when I submitted it, and thought about it for weeks.  I decided what the hay….what have I got to lose?  So I did, and I got in!

This changes a lot for me.  I am moving past just working and selling out of my studio.  Now, I must make sure and update my social media, keep up with my blog, photo all paintings!  I have tired over the year to make sure and update my sites.  I will say, it is hard to work, take care of family, their sports, get in studio time AND…do the social media thing.  However, I know that I must do this now.  People who don’t know me or my circle of friends will be looking at my site.  I won’t have an opportunity to meet them and talk to them about my art.  So, my site is going to have to be in tip-top shape.  Also, I will be posting more on my blog.  Keeping it up to date and all the new stuff I am making and places the world can see my goodies!

So keep posted from more information to come!

Click above to see more about the Art Fair!

The Wall 

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~ Nicole Turner and Nick Kolbek

I must say, I am pretty impressed with myself!  I had a vision in my head and a sketch on paper.  As time went on, a few things changed.  I am 100% happy with the way this turned out!

100% Acrylic on supports.  Yes, that is 'vines' of acrylic paint!!  It was crazy amazing how it all evolved.

A huge Thank You to Ms Martha Gordon and Ms Suzanne Perez.  Professers at Tarrant County College.  They invited me and my son, Nick to do an installation after we stopped by for a critic on a few of my works.  To my son Nick, for stand by me, all of the late nights, blisters and frustation - Thank you and I love you!

It was on display from March 24th thru May 7th, 2012.

The process of The Wall has been an exciting journey! Learned alot of the planing and details that go with doing a large installation!  Time flies and it seems like I was always racing against the clock.  Time and tempature is very important in the process.  Too long in between periods of working and the paint is too dry.  Not long enough and the paint is too wet to work with.  Tempature also plays a big part in how long or short of time I have in between painting and manipulation of the acrylic.

This is a block painting that is going to be hung in the middle of the installation. 

This is an 8ft board covered in 100% Acrylic.  It is very heavy, but over time, it should get lighter as the water continues to evaporate.


More to come......

Here lately I have been making "painted" butterflies and dragonflies.  I take a spool of wire and form the body and outer lining of the wings....all as one piece.  Then I take layers and layers of acrylic paint to form the wings. My most favorite wings to make are transparent and iridescent looking!

So I decided to do some research on the 'meaning' of a butterfly and dragonfly.  There are several mythical & symbolic meanings for each of them. Seems that butterflies are a representation of ones soul & dragonflies are a symbol of transformation. Of course these meanings are also dependant of there own perspective culture & level of education. Symbolic references can also be the source of  misunderstandings.

The Dragonfly

"The dragonfly, in almost every part of the world symbolizes change and change in the perspective of self realization; and the kind of change that has its source in mental and emotional maturity and the understanding of the deeper meaning of life."

• The dragonfly’s agile flight and its ability to move in all six directions exude a sense of power and poise - something that comes only with age and maturity.
• The dragonfly can move at an amazing 45 miles an hour,  hover like a helicopter fly backwards like a hummingbird, fly straight up, down and on either side. What is mind blowing is the fact that it can do this while flapping its wings a mere 30 times a minute while mosquitoes and houseflies need to flap their wings 600 and 1000 times a minute respectively. 
• The dragonfly exhibits iridescence both on its wings as well as on its body. Iridescence is the property of an object to show itself in different colors depending on the angle and polarization of light falling on it. This property is seen and believed as the end of one’s self created illusions and a clear vision into the realities of life. The magical property of iridescence is also associated with the discovery of one’s own abilities by unmasking the real self and removing the doubts one casts on his/her own sense of identity. This again indirectly means self discovery and removal of inhibitions.
• The eyes of the dragonfly are one of the most amazing and awe inspiring sights. Given almost 80% of the insect’s brain power is dedicated to its sight and the fact that it can see in all 360 degrees around it, it symbolizes the uninhibited vision of the mind and the ability to see beyond the limitations of the human self. It also in a manner of speaking symbolizes a man/woman’s rising from materialism to be able to see beyond the mundane into the vastness that is really our Universe, and our own minds.
• The dragonfly normally lives most of its life as a nymph or an immature. It flies only for a fraction of its life and usually not more than a few months. This adult dragonfly does it all in these few months and leaves nothing to be desired. This style of life symbolizes and exemplifies the virtue of living IN the moment and living life to the fullest. By living in the moment you are aware of who you are, where you are, what you are doing, what you want, what you don’t and make informed choices on a moment-to-moment basis. This ability lets you live your life without regrets like the great dragonfly.

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Japanese: symbolizes summer and autumn and am admired and respected all over, so much so that the Samurai use it as a symbol of power, agility and best of all, Victory.

China: people associate the dragonfly with prosperity, harmony and as a good luck charm

Welsh: call the dragonfly the snake’s servant and think they follow snakes and stitch up their wounds.

Portugal:  they are called eye pokers and eye snatchers.

Sweden: folklore suggests that we dragonflies come around to check for bad souls.

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In many regions and as a norm of this day, the dragonfly is considered to be an agent of change and presumably symbolic of a sense of self realization. Self realization from how the dragonfly uses its power to control its movements and so elegantly. And change and evolution is all about the dragonfly’s ability to fly and the way it can be comfortable on water, land as well as the air.

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The Butterfly

Butterflies of all colors—not just blue—often evoke emotions of beauty, freedom, a change of season, joy, femininity, nature and earth elements such as water and fire. Butterflies are used in art to showcase beauty and depict nature and the symbol of a butterfly remains a top fashion favorite with women. In decorative cases, the color of the butterfly is simply chosen to coincide with a particular color favorite and not a specific meaning.

Read more: The Meaning of a Blue Butterfly | eHow.com http://www.ehow.com/about_6687087_meaning-blue-butterfly.html#ixzz1vu3pmX1a

• "The butterfly never meets its mother. It must survive independently and remains a stranger to affection.  An animal nurtured by mother's milk, however, is dependent on another for its basic survival. A child who grows up in a cold and detached home environment is similar to the butterfly, in that kindness is sparing. Once an adult, it will be very difficult for that person to show compassion."
• Butterflies range in size from a tiny 1/8 inch to a huge almost 12 inches.
• Butterflies can see red, green, and yellow.
• The butterfly exists in four distinct forms.  Some consider that so do we:  The fertilized egg is planted in our mother's womb.  From our day of birth we are like the caterpillar which can only eat and creep along.  At death we are like the dormant pupa in its chrysalis.  After that, our consciousness emerges from the cast off body, and some see in this the emergence of the butterfly.  Therefore, the butterfly is symbolic of rebirth after death.  
• In images of the Garden of Eden, Adam's soul is symbolized by a butterfly, or drawn with butterfly wings.  In paintings of Mary and her Child, the presence of butterflies stands for their care for human souls.  The Gnostics depicted the Angel of Death by showing a winged foot stepping on a butterfly. 
• Since the insect is so fragile it can be torn apart by a hard rain, the butterfly stands for human frailty, both moral and physical.  Also, as its life is not a long one, it is also a symbol of the ephemeral nature of physical existence.  A butterfly with a torn wing is the icon for a North American charity that benefits disabled children.

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Irish: blessing goes "May the wings of the butterfly kiss the sun, and find your shoulder to light on  To bring you luck, happiness and riches today, tomorrow and beyond."

Canada: depict Butterfly as the companion of Raven the Creator-Trickster, perhaps acknowledging the unpredictable and unreliable nature of "flights of fancy" and dreaming.

Greek/Romans: associate the butterfly with the wandering consciousness that seems to occur during the dream state.

Ireland: In the 1600s, killing a white butterfly was prohibited since it was believed to be the soul of a dead child. 

Japan: a beautiful woman wearing a kimono is often compared to a butterfly. It is also a favoured family emblem or crest.

Aztec/Maya: the god of cosmic fire, Xiutecutli, is symbolized by a butterfly.  Fire is considered the element of transformation, as in cookery and the smelting of metals.  This association is borne out in traditional psychoanalysis where a dream or  drawing of a butterfly is taken as a symbol of the client's imminent transformation. 

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Final Note:

When people are learning to experience the true nature of the mind by means of actual observation, which is the usual meaning of the term, meditation, they can have difficulty with concentration, getting frustrated or discouraged.  To help with this, they are sometimes told to imitate the example of a butterfly.  It sits for a time on the flower, but then flits away.  It returns again and again, but always with grace.

Check out these websites where I got all this information for more cool stuff!

Dragonfly        Butterfly

Look for paintings on my website: NicoleTurnerStudio.com for awesome paintings insprired by these fabulous insects!!!

Week One of The Wall

This weekend I was pretty productive in getting all my supplies.  I spent a few hours in Home Depot (thank you Phil) with my sketchbook and layout.  Phil and I talked about my plan and the best way to achieve the finished product.  Since I am doing the installation at the college there are restrictions as to how I hang it.  I do not want to destroy the wall of the school, so weight will be an issue.  The base at the foot can be heavy and stable.  The box that will supporting most of the paint and vines needs to be tough enough to support the weight, but not weight much its self.  All in all, I think we have it worked out.  Phil took the time to cut my wood to the exact measurements I need.  It was great!

 I also placed an order with my wholesaler for my acrylic paint and mediums.  I spent a few days doing the calculations and finances.  I will probably blow thru the budget I originally had planned.  The picture below is only the acrylic polymer.  I ordered more as well as 1280 oz of acrylic paint.  I think I will have to place another order for that as well.  Only time will tell.  It is not an exact science - but there is a method to the madness in which this is created.  Time, temp and weight all play a factor in how the paint parts will be created for the The Wall.  I am nervous and excited!!

Sunday I spent 10+ hours working on mixing my paint and preparing it for its use!  I think I have spent 34 hrs on it total so far and I am only on day 3!  Yikes.  God Bless my husband and my children for there support during this process.  As well as my sidekick Nick.  I am glad he is helping me out some.

The Wall

THE WALL

This weekend starts a chapter in my life.  THE WALL.....it is a 10x10 foot space at Tarrant Co College.  I will be doing an installation with my son, Nick Kolbek.  This weekend we start this process, and let me tell you....it is a major undertaking.  This past week, I have done plans and financials for this project....I call The Wall (for now).  It is going to take a huge amount of paint and time.  It is going to be awesome and I am super excited to get started.  At lot of hard work and many many late nights.  I still work full time and the 6 kids are into various sports.  But I have a plan and with the help of my amazing husband.....Nick and I will pull it off!

Count down.......6-8 weeks out......goal is before March 1st.